Carelessly clueless

I’ve ran out things to say. Because I said it all before. But you couldn’t over the screen doors. I couldn’t muster up the courage to make a sound loud enough.

I’ll just hold it in once more. I know it’s something you’d adore but I can’t let you have it.

You were here and now your gone. I got fucked up and threw up on your lawn, I’m sorry.

You’re structure is like a clock, but you seem more like the sand in the hour glass. I watched you slip right through my fingers. I couldn’t hold every piece together. I wasn’t your whale song.

You were the queen of the royally fucked and I loved it. You’re fucked off worse than I am. I think you could have been my cure.

I had fallen in love with the thought of you, but now your gone and you won’t ever know.

I just need more time.

1 week ago  /  0 notes

I’ve pretty much given up on tumblr.

I have a life now.

2 months ago  /  0 notes

It’s been weird.

I’ve been having crazy dreams lately of the oddest things. Of different lives. Of dying. A lot of dying. Today I climbed on top of a two-story building while skating. Thought of jumping. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and day dreaming. It’s so weird. My nights and days are completely backwards. But, part of me is kind of content..

3 months ago  /  0 notes

How can people just suck so much?

I don’t understand. I guess I’m just not easy to like. Or maybe I’m just not cool enough.

3 months ago  /  0 notes